Saturday, June 21, 2008
Hmm,
Dreams always do changes right.
I was lying on my bed, thinking ," what's the meaning of life?"
And it's indeed sad.
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Go through primary school, secondary school and poly before finally starting to realise something, that you have never been chasing your dream.
And then you start, but you wasted 20 years of your life, studying.
Just so that you can have a good job. It's pratical, but so stupid at the same time no?
For now, my dream is to live through my life, marry a good man, be tai tai and take care of my child..
Seriously, You think that's easy?
First of all, living a life is hard already.
Getting some one to accept you, and be financially equiped?
That's even harder, and I haven't even started on the child part..
A child, is selfish. A child, is unthoughtful. A child, is one that you shall meet, and fall in love with.
But they seem to have no care.
It's like one-sided love, only that they require you to love them each second, each minute.
Or you would look like a bad mother/father.
And my dream is not that simple okay! I want him/her to grow, to accomplish what I haven't.
I will teach my child to cook, to help me in the kitchen when he is a mere six years old.
I will see him grow, to alittle chief.
And ask for my approval when he cooks a little dish. It might be disgusting, but I will tell him to work even harder.
He will be sixteen, when I next take a blink. He is rebellious, he does not listen. He gets angry, and say he hates me.
Another blink, he is gone. 21, studying at a chief school in mahattan. Bright future awaits, and I also await for his return.
35, a established man.
He returns, with his wife to me and my husband. We are sipping coffee, and full of smile winkles. We hold our little grandsons, as they run to us. Oh, what joy!
Yes, truely. This is a beautiful dream, no?
He opens alittle resturant, and we visit him every saturday. Sipping wine, and and making jokes.
I pass away, with a note in my hand, " I love you son. Please take care of my grandsons."
Isn't that like a fairytale? Ahh, that's a peaceful life I want. But it's hard, don't you think?
It might sound small, compared to " I want to be a doctor/lawyer/chief/or whatever".
But it's a perfect ending. Tell me what are your dreams, I wanna know.
swinger rode the Shrimp Boat.
4:04 PM
